I wish I could go back in time to our relationship, back before hurt found its way into our hearts. If only I could slip myself back to those moments, I would have have been more honest to myself and more attentive to what my heart was telling me. I would have held you a little longer and never, ever hurt you ... but time will not allow me to go back and change my mistakes.

I wish I could go back in time to our relationship, back before hurt found its way into our hearts. If only I could slip myself back to those moments, I would have have been more honest to myself and more attentive to what my heart was telling me. I would have held you a little longer and never, ever hurt you ... but time will not allow me to go back and change my mistakes.

I can't take away the questions that flood you, but I can try to answer them. I can't erase the pain that fills your heart, but I can help in trying to ease it. I know that I can't just jump back into your life and expect everything to remain the same, nor can I expect you to still have intimate feelings for me. A lot of time has passed between us and just because I feel as though I am now ready to have you in my life; it may now be different for you. I know I can't have things fall into place whenever I am ready for them; destiny has no patience and holds for no one. I might have lost my chance with you because of my ignorance and my fear of falling in love, but I can't ignore this gut feeling in my heart like I once did before.

I want us to work things out, and though it might not be possible, if you're willing ... I want to try. I am no longer scared as I was before, and being with you, I should have realized from the beginning that I never had any reason to be.

I miss you, and if for whatever reason things don't work out between us, or if you choose to remain as a friend, that's perfectly fine. I will take it as fate passed me by and that we just weren't meant to be together. Whatever the outcome might be, know that I am so happy to still have you as a part of my life.

Love,

My one and only, please come back to me. You still have a place in my heart. I know quite sure that you may feel I will not give you a chance based on the old stories. This is the only opportunity we have to rewrite our history. Never mind, just put away your pride because I'll accept any simplicity at any giving time.

How are you doing now and today? Hope all is fine. Well, it has been a very long time since we've seen each other and I must let you know that the pain I'm having right now is more than what I can express to you in writing.

Nkem, it's time for us to put away our childish attitude because now I really know how much we are missing each other. Please, do come back to me; you still have a place in my heart, I am assuring you that I have been very lonely ever since you said goodbye.

Remember those days when we both shared together the songs we sang together, how we played together, the smiles that come on us each time we see each other. Nkem don't throw away all the sweet memories, which we have shared.

My one and only, please come back to me. You still have a place in my heart. I know quite sure that you may feel I will not give you a chance based on the old stories. This is the only opportunity we have to rewrite our history. Never mind, just put away your pride because I'll accept any simplicity at any giving time.

How are you doing now and today? Hope all is fine. Well, it has been a very long time since we've seen each other and I must let you know that the pain I'm having right now is more than what I can express to you in writing.

Nkem, it's time for us to put away our childish attitude because now I really know how much we are missing each other. Please, do come back to me; you still have a place in my heart, I am assuring you that I have been very lonely ever since you said goodbye.

Remember those days when we both shared together the songs we sang together, how we played together, the smiles that come on us each time we see each other. Nkem don't throw away all the sweet memories, which we have shared.

My one and only, please come back to me. You still have a place in my heart. I know quite sure that you may feel I will not give you a chance based on the old stories. This is the only opportunity we have to rewrite our history. Never mind, just put away your pride because I'll accept any simplicity at any giving time.

Come back, please come back and rewrite our history.

It's me, your one and lonely,


It's me, your one and lonely,

starting over again .a love letter

Tonight I write of love to you. I know that in our course of 5 years we have been up and down and just about all around, but yet, through it all we still hold on - holding onto a dream that one day we will be happy together again, the way we were before.

I know a love like ours people often dream about; that's why I hold on. To ease my mind I need to know ... why do you still hold on? I cannot change the past but work towards the future. I see in my future you and only you. You're my sunrise and sunset - my whole being of myself, living only for you. You make my rainy day's seem happy and my sunny day's something to look forward to as I wake each day. I know I have yet to be perfect and maybe a little rough around the edges but I know that I can be all you want, desire, and need in a lady.

We created a lovely baby made completely out of love, for that is why every day I look at her, she reminds me of the love we once held so dear. The day you packed your things and left, a part of my heart broke a little more through the endless tears and the unknowing of what is to become of us. It really had me afraid that this time, the end may truly be the end. But still we stay together, maybe not in sharing a home but still together, just to hold dear that true love can happen even to those whom have fallen a little out of love.

I am thankful we keep trying, for you are the most important person in my life and nothing will ever change that, my soul mate. I love you so deeply that even words tonight cannot express them enough.

Love always,